I wish had cable TV and I wish if it were here, that it aired Dr Phil. I love that guy. As cheesy as he may be sometimes, I always have so many "epiphany" "Aha!" moments were suddenly..the challenges in life start making sense...
this is one of my challenges living in the bush. Not having my people...mah girls who I usually rant and rave and talk about life and its dealt hand. I know the poor hubby has probably had enough of my rants. And to be honest...men and women talk about such things differently :(
Lately....Ive been balancing a lot of pretty lousy news. Im trying pretty hard to get my head around it all. Process and figure out what I am meant to be doing. One of those lemons that life has thrown at me is illness. I jinxed things by mentioning good health in my last post....and then in the last few months a couple of people very dear to me have been challenged with poorly health. The problem is both live so very far away and it'd cost an arm and a leg to go over...not a trip I /we could be making often so .....now staring at the wall trying to figure out what to do......
Then, I dont know how...but lately Ive become the recipient of news of men who have cheated on their women. I hate this. I hate being the bearer of such news. If I had known the conversation where it had come out was headed that way I would've excused myself politely and gone to the toilet. I don't know what to do with news like that. Suddenly...the boyses it involves are now appearing to me in a whole new light. A red light. A "wtf" light....because I simply cant explain it.These are people I respect and admired and enjoyed company with occassionally. Why would you marry someone...vow to honor them and spend the rest of your lives with them.... and then cheat on them?I mean..to me...excuses that go round are just pathetic.... sometimes its a poorly sexual life...or a setting in of a boring routine....whatever.... to me... you commit and you honor that commitment. Its called through sickness and in health, through good times AND bad....You can chose to push on through your frustrations ...marriage is a rollercoaster and its not always high....if you love someone you respect them by knowing how to do just that...honor and respect your marriage. if you honestly have fallen out of love then get a divorce and make it clean...dont dribble drabble in infedelity because thats like dragging your partners face through shit before splitting up. Dumb things like that affect peoples mental health and outlook on life. And its just dumb and stupid. Eh...ka fefe e ia Dr Phil.lol.
ok, thats all for now. Love your wives and your husbands. Love your family. Because you dont know when one day they may no longer be a part of your life, and you are crying a river on your lonesome because it hurts.
Tofa soifua . uuma ii na
