striving for tranquility...

Another one bites the dust....
That is, another long day at work. 15 hours today, after a very tiring weekend of travel, and some busy days to start the week off. Some health freak in the hospital ( he he...hmmm) decided that all softdrinks except for the 'diet' versions, should be removed from the cafeteria. ( ie no coke, no lift no sprite..just that lame diet imposter stuff) Not only that, but they decided to ban 'v' drinks as well cos they are too high in sugar, and the sugar free version is too high in caffeine. to top it off, they have made it so staff can no longer obtain coffee at the cafeteria on our meal vouchers ( cafeteria coffee that is, not exactly 'fuel' or anything fancy) ...now my question is, in my fifteenth hour of work, when the mind and the body are saying "sloooowww dooowwwn....sleeeeppp ttiiiiimmmeee"..what am i supposed to do for a perker??? Dont really know if that sugar free preservative free artificial colour free chewy bar ( imposter candy) is really gonna do the trick. I know thatsupposedly we should be rolemodels for our patients and embrace this healthfreak type lifestyle, but seriously, how many people give a crap what i put into my body, frankly up to now no one has ever asked me. they are usually far too sick to care. So for now I resort to shooting outside for a sec or two..let the cold winter breeze stunn me back into the midst of an adrenaline rush. hopefully that keeps me going til the clock strikes the fifteenth hour!!!!LOL