This is your brain...overheated!!

I am giving myself exactly 15 minutes to blog....basically because I need it:) lately, my life has felt like a chaotic ball of buzzing wires. I feel like I am just all over the place. Whats amazing is that I still get people asking "how do you do it" meanwhile...I feel like I am not doing 'it' or 'anything' really......" It"-  has got to be the most palafu, chaotic, disorganised farce of a something, resembling a  life that is mines....and I couldnt possibly recommend that anyone ever look at me to find any sort of answers. Infact, I am almost positive that when you look at me better under a miscroscope, you will see that I am just a walking mass of a trillion different bacteria..or whatever that represents,.....you get my drift.

Someone put this up on their facebook post

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XjUFYxSxDk

And I just loved it.  Right there, he said it. Womens brains are just a ball of wires all firing off at the same time, meanwhile...men have boxes. I WANT BOXES TOO DAMMIT> Boxes sound organised, clean, time adjusted....thats what I want, but I feel like no matter how much I try or how good intentions I may have, my desk will always end up with some of my patients things, some invoices for the hotel..something the accountant is chasing up from 5 yrs ago...my mums crazy texts to "please ring me when you have time"s...like 100 postix of reminders to do things like pick up kids, drop off car, get this fixed, pay rent, go to hospital ...and radi radi ra....and at the end of the day I feel like I havent done half of it all. BUGGER.

Dont ask me how I do it coz honestly, I dont. It might look like I do...or maybe Im just in a "position" to do lots of sh*t...but what needs doing and what gets done is a crazy tornado of momentum but not much aim and achievement  I feel. 

Which brings me back to men and women. I loved that guys little lecture (above)  I really do...but what I find hard is....getting men to listen to that sort of stuff. Ive read a book with similar explanations and teachings and both I found really enlightening. But trying to repeat that to the hubby just doesnt come out with the same flare and then ends up sounding dumb and like a bunch of rant rant radi ra...typical women over-anylysing everything crap..... to which my husband does not respond with the same excitement over revelations as I did. CRAP. 

So anyways, we are going on a 4 day break next week and I cant wait. I just want to go and switch OFF> Sure I dread leaving my kids and am worried about the businesses left behind...but I really need to go recharge somewhere...the hubby has semibugged me to "look stuff up to do" while we are on break...but to be honest...If I just sat on a chair within close proximity to food drink and a bathroom and just slept and read a book....that would be enough. Like I have read a book other then a bloomin text book for the last 10 yrs...nope , havent . Im sure he could sleep the entire 4 days as well with the rate he is always needing sleep so that might be the summary of what happened on our 4 day getaway right thur!!lol! looking forward to it ANYWAYS!!